Forgive me and the ramblings that may occur in this post. I’m on a bunch of Prednisone & its making me hyper as hell. I literally can feel my heart beating through my arms and fingers and I’m so jittery I can hardly type. Nonetheless, I’ve been feeling prettyyyyy shitty lately and after 10 days, I finally feel like I am getting somewhere. I have had my fair share of allergy issues over the past years but nothing as terrible as the last 2 times. Really, I just blame it on Orlando. I never had allergy problems before I moved here. So, yeah. Boo you, Orlando.

Anyway. After drugging myself and spending countless dollars on Mucinex, Clariton D, Flonase, cough syrups, I finally went to an allergy specialist, because nothing was helping my cough. Apparently, I have some kind of allergic asthma, which is causing all the coughing attacks, weezing, shortness of breath, etc… It’s just so crazy how you develop more and more issues as an adult. I guess that’s what comes with getting older.
–no comment on the age thing, people–

I go back next week for skin testing & will probably be put on a prescription allergy pill and inhaler. Fancy.

For now, I have a sample inhaler and am taking high doses of Prednisone. Fun!

(Hey, I’m just trying to keep my spirits up.)

Needless to say, I’ve been spending some quality time with my couch and bed as well as watching an inordinate amount of Netflix and Redbox. (I would recommend renting The Debt, The Help, The King’s Speech, and Sarah’s Key.) Seriously. I really like Redbox. Not sure why I haven’t used it before.

Anyways, before the rambling goes any further, Happy Valentine’s Day, kids.

*Photo Credit

I think it finally hit me today that it’s nearly mid-December and the year has officially started to wind down. When did 2012 decide to just sneak up like that?

I can easily say that 2011 has purely been about relationships. I have always been very blessed in who has been put into my life. But over the past few years, I have kind of struggled with knowing who to let in and who to politely shut the door on. Often times, I give people one too many chances and end up getting burned in the end. But this year, this year has been different. I feel like I finally have become much stronger and I feel like I have a good grasp on realizing who does and doesn’t have my best interest at heart.

So, when I look back on 2011, I’m not thinking about who is no longer in my life, I’m just smiling remembering all the millions of moments I have shared with all the wonderful people I am truly blessed to have in my life. I smile thinking about how much we have grown as individuals and as friends and it just makes me so happy.

In a couple of weeks I’ll be starting a new job and another semester at school. I am looking forward to both as well as continuing to build & enjoy my friendships.

Happy Holidays, friends. May yours be filled with joy, love, and laughter.

“Our relationships are mirrors – who we choose, who we let choose us, how people treat us, how we handle the hard patches and the good times – it’s all a mircocosm of our own personalities.” ~Bethenny Frankel

I’m starting to get super excited and nervous about my half marathon. It’s about 10 weeks away and even though I’m WAY behind in my training (see also: 4, 15 hour days a week with school), I’m trying to stay optimistic about my running & being able to accomplish this but sometimes it’s a little difficult. (Doubt is a bitch, isn’t it?)

I’ve run more 5K’s than I can count and I have run one 10K but I don’t have any medals to show for my accomplishments. Is it shallow of me that I’m really looking forward to having a medal after the half? Oh, it’s not? Good, because I am. =)

Anyway, my cousin sent me an article earlier in the week about a woman who lost 50 lbs with the help of her online supporters and obviously, her dedication. After being sucked into her Tumblr for at least 30 minutes the other day, I found myself lighting up after every post I read and I found myself motivated and inspired to FIND time to run, regardless of my insane schedule.

I’ve been getting up a few mornings a week to run before work and although I can’t commit as much time as I’d like to, it’s better than nothing, right? And even though my eyes are oh so tired when I’m lacing up my shoes, it feels so good to be running again. I get some weird satisfaction out of battling myself during a run and I smile when my legs are sore.

So, I give you full permission to slap me if you find me complaining about being tired or not wanting to run. And after you slap me, please remind me to come read this post.

“Time spent wishing something was easier is time wasted. The things worth going after will be at the end of very difficult roads. That’s the way life works. Don’t sit around and wish things were easier. Get better. People have a tendency to want to make the obstacle smaller rather than make themselves bigger. But you are the only part of that equation that you control.” ~LL Cool J

(yeah, I just quoted LL Cool J – deal.)

In other news, my nephew just turned 1 this week (please tell the time warp to slow down) and I had to share a few cute photos:

Have a great rest of the week!

Get excited!!

I finally switched my blog over to WordPress from Drupal (sorry, Drupal friends). I’ve been meaning to do this for a while now but just have not had the time. Regardless, it’s done & I’m pretty pleased. It’s quite different from my old site but it’s now consistent with my “brand” (I feel like a princess when I say that) and I think it will be much easier to maintain in the future.

Anyway, hope you like it as much as I do and I’m also pretty excited to be going to Dallas next week! Thought this vacation was never going to come.

Photo credits: http://weheartit.com/entry/8335288 & http://weheartit.com/entry/13420769

This past weekend I went to Full Sail to check out the Sketchbook Project Tour. You basically register to be apart of the project, pick a theme, and then you just create. Simple, right? =)

“The Sketchbook Project creates a space to share your process with the world.”

As a viewer, you can just pick a theme (or country) and then they gave you 2 sketchbooks at a time with those guidelines. You can return & check out as many sketchbooks as you want.

I don’t know what I really expected before I went but I was actually really inspired (so much so that I think I’m going to participate in the 2012 tour). Those sketchbooks are such an intimate part of someone if you really think about it. You have the opportunity to see their train of thought & their ideas all bound in a tiny little sketchbook. So cool to me.

Anyway, I took some snapshots of some of my favorites & I wanted to share. =) Enjoy!

Kathleen Deep – Theme: Sleepless

Tracy Loughlin (Austrailia) – Theme: First Thing in the Morning, Last Thing at Night

Minchaya Chayosumrit (Thailand)- Can’t remember the theme, sorry!

Overall, it was an unexpectedly inspiring day. In fact, we went to Sam Flax afterwards & stocked up on some acrylic goodies and I spent the rest of the day painting. =)

*The rest of my pictures from the Sketchbook Project Tour

So, I moved.

Yep! I spread my tiny little wings and moved out on my own. I’ve never lived by myself and so far it’s been a whirlwind.

The day before I was supposed to move in, I went to get the keys and found this:

Someone came to clean up the mess and they put up wood to cover the hole until they were sure it wasn’t going to leak any more. Since I’m such a stubborn person (thanks Mom and Dad), I was bound and determined to still move in regardless and just deal with not being able to decorate the bathroom. So, I did.

Then there was problems with the A/C (I can’t even tell you how many times I was rubbing my ears, saying ‘woosah’ and telling myself that I couldn’t control this situation).

I’m happy to report all problems have been fixed and so far, things are going good. I’m really in love with the area – so close to downtown and work and has plenty of great places to go running or bike riding.

(dock in the back of the complex)

(lake down the street)

(I find myself reading here for class a lot)

I’m definitely still adjusting to coming home to an empty house, not having cable, and doing my laundry in the community space across the hall but I think I needed to change it up a bit. It’s weird living alone though. It’s so quiet all the time.

Funny to think about how I started off living in the funny farm with my bazillion brothers and sisters and cousins and parents and dogs and birds and well, you get the point and have ended up in a cozy little place near downtown Orlando by myself.

I think this change is going to be a good one for me. :)

“Never be afraid to be proud of yourself. You are made of magic and you share dust and light with the stars that shine above you.

Laugh. Truly laugh. Let life and all of its folly steal the breath from your body and replace it with the staccato melody of giggles and guffaws; the laughter that comes without fair warning and continues without apology.

Never be afraid to follow your heart. Take all you have and risk it, truly risk it for where your crazy heart decides to take you. Do not ever think you, exactly you, are not capable of chasing your dreams and do not ever think that you, exactly you, are not worth being chased.

Be kind. Always. Give love freely and never wait for it to come back. If it breathes, grows or has even a single cell bouncing around inside it, love it, too.

Take care of yourself. It’s up to you to keep your heart beating and your lungs filling and your legs running long past when you should have found your way to shuffling off this mortal coil and starting fresh.”

-Tyler Knott

*photo credit: http://weheartit.com/entry/11596298